Song for El Cerrito 12/01/2008
Swink Magazine, SONG FOR EL CERRITO I used to hate its working-class bungalows, grid planning, power-lines sawing hillsides. It ashamed me the way my parents did for not making more money. Now it looks like a Diebenkorn. Now I want even the bad wood siding in our living room, and my mother’s aging books on modern Indian thought. Her tanpura resting in sunlight. Fox-weed in railway trestles, endangered frogs in our gully. I want a lemon tree. On San Pablo, polyester collectibles, a folk-song store, the “All-Button Emporium: Open 10-4 only Saturday’s.” How did love lodge in these? Marigold light forgives even the traffic islands. December only yellows gingkoes and reddens the maples. A stream smells rich under our house. For Christmas, my sister and I steal persimmons from neighbors’ yards. Ten years on, I discover how I keep falling in love here among pickups and blackberry brambles. Tonight it happened again: We drove a bad car to the beach. At dusk, a lone scrub pine-- clear, like a Japanese print. In the real sky, the moon slid through clouds that were cinder-colored. Add Comment |